I used to think about the day I would leave my āregularā job, well, daily. I wonāt get into details, but I was miserable there, and that place didnāt give me any skills that any other job in my field was looking for. So I felt stuck. But during my time there, my love for photography grew, and I took online courses, and I did things that used to terrify me and I gained confidence and I started my own business. I always loved thinking about telling my boss off one day and just storming out of there like in the movies. Everyone has that daydream, right? But anyone who knows me knows I would probably NEVER actually do that. And I didnāt have to. I got laid off instead.
Not quite the way I envisioned leaving my day job but I donāt think it ever ends up going the way you think it will. I was oddly calm while she told me, I actually felt relieved. I was just thinking āok, awesome. Iām a full time photographer now. Itās time.ā It felt right. How much longer would I have stayed there and been miserable? Probably too long. The Universe just pushed me instead. I needed it.
I will admit though, itās been hard to celebrate going full time since it wasnāt completely on my terms. I hadnāt reached the financial goal I wanted to reach before leaving, and itās scary. But I guess itās always going to be scary. And this was all before the Coronavirus Quarantine. Now itās really scary. But Iām far from the only person to be recently laid off which, sucks but is oddly comforting. The whole world is scared about everything right now. Not just me! Weāre all in a weird scary time, so maybe this timing was actually perfect.
So here we are, Iām officially a full time photographer! I canāt wait to be able to get back outside taking photos of my awesome clients. But until then, cheers from inside my house
Photos by Alyssa Parker Photography
Sarah Surette is a Natural Light, Wedding and Portrait Photographer based in Westford, MA serving all of New England & beyond. Bright & airy images of happy people are my jam. Oh and unicorns, I love unicorns!